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4 months ago - 18 views
`read beloww
so incase i forgot to pm you, i made a new account
 
@yourbensonanon
 
because.
reasons.
 
or you can talk to me on my personal if you'd rather
@contrarymary

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December 21, 2012
  • rant.
  • // i'm just calling to tell you how sorry i am, for all the trouble that i've caused. but you don't have to worry because from now on i won't be around to cause you any pain. ♥

da f.uck.

5 months ago - 85 views
da f.uck.
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"i'm falling in love, but it's falling apart"
» into your arms by the maine
 
bleurgh. feelings suck.
 
anyway.
 
no tags because i cba.
 
ooc quiz because i can:
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? uhm, i guess.
 
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? well niall horan is nineteen so yes.
 
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? watching the lying game because i was so confused yet happy because of the whole brilliance of it.
 
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? i do it a lot.
 
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? yus.
 
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? indeed i have :c

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? a purple top, shorts&a bracelet
 
8. How often do you listen to music? pretty much everyday.
 
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? pretty equally.
 
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? no, probably not.
 
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? a bit of both.
 
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? yes.
 
13. What about ‘R’? never have i ever.
 
14. Can you drive a stick shift? yes sireee.
 
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? a little bit, but usually it's my old friends so i don't really care, because i left those b.itches because well... they were b.itches.
 
16. Are you going out of town soon? i'm going to the next town over. does that count ? c:
 
17. When was the last time you cried? i honestly can't remember, probably at a tv show or something lame.
 
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? other than my family members or friends, no.
 
19. If you could change your eye color, would you? i'm not sure, maybe.
 
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? my guy friends, and male family members.
 
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. my best friend's ex-boyfriend keeps trying to feel me up. whut bi.tch no.
 
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? asdfghjkl YUS.
 
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? my grandad? ew no.
 
24. What are you sitting on right now? my grandad's sofa.
 
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? my friends.
 
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? twenty-four/seven bro.
 
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? @xx-kesha-anon-xx FEEL BLESSED.
 
28. Do you get a lot of colds? not really.
 
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? my school shirt.
 
30. Does anyone hate you? pretty sure my ex-best friend does. OH WELL.
 
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? uhm, i think so.
 
32. Do you like watching scary movies? yes, but not alone.
 
33. Do you want your tongue pierced? i did, but then i realised it would just be my luck if it gave me a speech impediment
 
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? year seven or eight.
 
35. Did you have a dream last night? no.
 
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? when i said goodbye to my friends earlier.
 
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? i'd be nineteen so probably not.
 
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? my best friend's ex-boyfriend urgh life.
 
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? i wish.
 
40. Did you have a good day yesterday? uhm, yeah i guess.
 
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? aha no, you're funny.
 
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? my friends, gran, mum&half-sisters.
 
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? yes, but we lost each other anyway.
 
44. What’s the best part about school? food.
 
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? yes.
 
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? in science & other stupid lessons.

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? when i'm bored or before i go to sleep.
 
48. Were you single over the last summer? yes.
 
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? thank god no.

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? nothing.
 
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? aha, we wouldn't be friends if i did.
 
52. Are you nice to everyone? yes unless they don't deserve it.
 
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? yup.
 
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? i'm quite loyal so yes.
 
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? i'm better than most.
 
56. Do you think you like someone? nope.
 
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? no.
 
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? it used to be boys, but boys now are equally as bitc.hy so both.
 
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? yes.
 
60. Do you hate anyone? a little bit, maybe.
 
61. How’s your heart? it's had a rough year, but right now it's having a break.
 
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? yes.
 
63. Have you ever cried over a guy? no.
 
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?i can't think of anyone..
 
65. Are your toenails painted pink? actually, yes!
 
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? i hope not.
 
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? hmm, depends.
 
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? thank god no.
 
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? soph.
 
70. How do you look right now? bleurgh.
 
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? my friends.
 
72. Can you commit to one person? easily.
 
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? i used to.
 
74. Have you ever felt replaced? all the time
 
75. Did you wake up cranky? nope.
 
76. Are you a jealous person? yes.
 
77. Are relationships ever worth it? sometimes.
 
78. Anyone you’re giving up on? yes.
 
79. Currently wanting to see anyone? yeeess.
 
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? go to school -- bleurghh.
 
81. Last person you cried in front of? uhm, can't remember.

82. Is there someone you will never forget? yesyesyes
 
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? he is.
 
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? being awkward. of course.
 
85. Are you over your past? it hurts worse when i'm alone.
 
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? constantly falling for them.
 
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? no.
 
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? no, i'd be like go back to my ex-best friend who you're dating -- and thanks for that by the way.
 
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? hmm. probably not.
 
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? yes, but we both changed our opinions, now they adore him and i hate him.
 
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? who knows.
 
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? yes
 
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? OHGOD NO.
 
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? no.
 
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? yes.
 
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? soph's so pretty ngl.
 
97. Who do you have texts from? my mum, dad, grandad, amy, esther, naomi, oliver, rach, dan, maxie& imy
 
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? that's okay niall, i've seen the future and we get marrie dok.,
 
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? the first guy i kissed was a year and a half older than me.
 
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? no-one c:

101. Ever kissed under fireworks? no but i wish.
 
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? no.

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December 20, 2012
  • im addicted and I don't know why.~
  • ♛ i'm bleeding out for you
  • "oh, dear never saw you coming"

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December 20, 2012
  • half alive.
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like to be in my tag list & offline

5 months ago - 99 views
like to be in my tag list & offline
yeah so title says it all -- it's 00:51 in the morning in England and this anon is going to sleep.
 
goodnight beautiful/handsome
 
Finn/Mary

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December 19, 2012
  • "somehow you kicked all my walls in; so baby say you'll always keep me." ♥
  • comment for a note. ♥ // "i'm not strong enough for the both of us, what was i supposed to do? you know i love you." ♥
  • i'm broken, do you hear me? i'm blinded, cause you are everything i see. ♥
  • Oh, and on Wednesday, we wear pink.
  • Give em hell, turn their heads. Gonna live life 'til we're dead. Give me scars, give me pain.
  • as long as you love me, we could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke. as long as you love me, i'll be your platinum, i'll be your silver, i'll be your gold.

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December 19, 2012
  • Photography Graphics, Photography Myspace Graphics, Tumblr Photography
  • a cemetery where i marry the sea
  • Restart My Heart
  • See the stars align;and you know its all for you
  • Restart My Heart
  • Restart My Heart
  • The Princess Blog
  • suicideunderground
  • Lost Lovers

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December 17, 2012
  • // i shall love you forever and always. ♥